Adritha-Moko

I just don't know what to do anymore. It looks like I've lost my best friend. And I honestly don't think I care. I don't know how to react to that realization. She has been nothing but a bad friend really. All the lies and ditching me when a better offer to do something comes along. Even if we have plans. Oh well. I’ll learn from this and grow. Anyway, I’ve been meaning to post a bunch of new stuff on here, but my computer has been acting so shitting lately. Hopefully soon I will have new stuff up though. Yay.

Yes. I am back from Germany. And honestly, I fucking hate it here. I don’t want to be here. I want to be there. Or anywhere he is really. And I’m not in the mood for any fucking drama. People are already starting to fuss about things. People are already “Heather help” I mean, I’m glad I was missed and needed but, I just got home. Can’t I have some time to myself? I’m going through shit myself here. I can’t stop fucking crying. I really don’t want to be here. I miss him, I need him. I love him. I didn’t really have a care in the world out there. I mean things didn’t go 100%